Am I too looser because of that I told "I still have feelings for u" to my ex boyfriend? Even though I broke up and even though I don't really sure that I've still feelings for him now... Why did I tell him this? Why now? After nearly 5 months.
Whatever. It is way it is... So...
I thought it is intimate and I have to be honest with my feelings. He was keeping asking me out and I really don't want to meet him again. So I told it. I'm not even sure that I have regrets. I think we will see what will happen... Here is our conversation:
Somebody That I Used To Know: Let's have a lunch/dinner before you go. I can give your shoes.
Me: I don't think it's a good idea
STIUTK: Ok, U know
Me: Obviously I still have feelings for u and I try to get over it. So... Beat it. U can throw the shoes. Take care.
STIUTK: No way. Is it the solution?
Me: We tried to find a solution. And here we are at the end.
STIUTK: I don't see any reason to see each other as human (- What does it supposed to mean: as human:)))) What were we before? Animal???) I mean not so often but sometimes...
Me: So u should let me forget.
STIUTK: Ok, I respect that. Otherwise it's hurts u. (What about you? I broke up from u. do u remember??? Oh shit)
Me: Ok, thanks. (What a clever answer right:))))
STIUTK: If u say it's obstacle to eat dinner, u know. But call me anytime u need a help. U can call me anytime. (Yeah u just helped me along our relationship... Thank u but no thank u.)
Me: Thanks
STIUTK: :( GN (Good Nights)
Me: I will call you, someday...
STIUTK: Ok, as u wish. I don't have any good answer right now. There is nothing changed. Ok then. GN.
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Eski erkek arkadaşıma "Sana karşı hala hizlerim" var demekle fazla mı yenik oldum ne... Üstelik ondan ben ayrılmıştım ve şu anda düşününce gerçekten ona karşı birşeyler hissetiğimden bile emin değilim. Neden öyle söyledim ki? Neden şimdi? Ayrıldıktan nerdeyse 5 ay sonra????
Neyse olan oldu.
Düşünmüştüm ki duygularımla ilgili samimi olmalıyım. (sanırım burada Glee izlememin de etkisi olmuş olabilir. Genelde hiç bahsetmem dugularımdan ve konuşmadan uzaklaşırım çünkü) Beni yemeğe davet edip duyordu ben de onunla tekrar görüşmek istemiyordum. O yüzden öyle yazdım. Pişman mıyım, onu da bilmiyorum. Neler olacak göreceğiz. İşte konuşmalarımız:
Whatever. It is way it is... So...
I thought it is intimate and I have to be honest with my feelings. He was keeping asking me out and I really don't want to meet him again. So I told it. I'm not even sure that I have regrets. I think we will see what will happen... Here is our conversation:
Somebody That I Used To Know: Let's have a lunch/dinner before you go. I can give your shoes.
Me: I don't think it's a good idea
STIUTK: Ok, U know
Me: Obviously I still have feelings for u and I try to get over it. So... Beat it. U can throw the shoes. Take care.
STIUTK: No way. Is it the solution?
Me: We tried to find a solution. And here we are at the end.
STIUTK: I don't see any reason to see each other as human (- What does it supposed to mean: as human:)))) What were we before? Animal???) I mean not so often but sometimes...
Me: So u should let me forget.
STIUTK: Ok, I respect that. Otherwise it's hurts u. (What about you? I broke up from u. do u remember??? Oh shit)
Me: Ok, thanks. (What a clever answer right:))))
STIUTK: If u say it's obstacle to eat dinner, u know. But call me anytime u need a help. U can call me anytime. (Yeah u just helped me along our relationship... Thank u but no thank u.)
Me: Thanks
STIUTK: :( GN (Good Nights)
Me: I will call you, someday...
STIUTK: Ok, as u wish. I don't have any good answer right now. There is nothing changed. Ok then. GN.
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Eski erkek arkadaşıma "Sana karşı hala hizlerim" var demekle fazla mı yenik oldum ne... Üstelik ondan ben ayrılmıştım ve şu anda düşününce gerçekten ona karşı birşeyler hissetiğimden bile emin değilim. Neden öyle söyledim ki? Neden şimdi? Ayrıldıktan nerdeyse 5 ay sonra????
Neyse olan oldu.
Düşünmüştüm ki duygularımla ilgili samimi olmalıyım. (sanırım burada Glee izlememin de etkisi olmuş olabilir. Genelde hiç bahsetmem dugularımdan ve konuşmadan uzaklaşırım çünkü) Beni yemeğe davet edip duyordu ben de onunla tekrar görüşmek istemiyordum. O yüzden öyle yazdım. Pişman mıyım, onu da bilmiyorum. Neler olacak göreceğiz. İşte konuşmalarımız:
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