Symptoms of Anxiety Before Ex-Boyfriend Date

So, after 3 months we decided to re-see each other. By re-see I mean he came with silly excuse to meet and I accepted it. And I really thinking about what should I tell him about myself. And of course I will lie... totally white lies... like these...

How are you?
I'll say: - I'm so fine, u?
I mean: - I'm so miserable. All I do is watching Glee...

Have you seen anybody?
I'll say: - Yes, It's so new actually. But he is great...
I mean: - Yes, one of my friend introduce me with someone but for now there is no flame. And yes she tries to matchmaking us do I have hope? eeehhh...

What are you doing?
I'll say: - Actually I'm really busy in these days. At weekend I go forest, play tennis, get messages and at weekdays I'm working so much. I don't have enough time to do other stuff...
I mean: - As I said I'm watching Glee and watching Glee and at weekend watching Glee, at weekdays I'm working so much on sharing OccupyGezi/Taksim revolution at Social Media.

Did you lost weight?
I'll say: - No, same
I mean: - Yeah, I madly, deeply, truly on diet..

Have u seen Ego?
I'll say: - All the time... We really have amazing time together. Actually I see him every weekend. We play Xbox which I bought for him and only for him, we're shopping at D&R Kanyon, We have plans for going Disneyland...
I mean: - Noooooooo. His crazy, stupid mother doesn't allow him to spent time with me....Ignorant bitch.

What is your summer plan?
I'll say: - I'll go to USA with my friends for first bizz then pleasure.
I mean: - I'll go to USA with my girl friend for first bizz then pleasure.

Do u miss me?
I'll say: - No...
I mean: Like crazy though u...

So let's hope it works:)

 

My new year's resolutions

1) Laugh more
2) Be happy with your boy friend
3) Make him happy
4) Be married with him
5) Get promotion on your job
6) Move to your new home
7) Pray for my brother more
8) Pray for my family more
9) Pray more
10) Lose at least 4 kg (without this bullet my resolution list wouldn't be complete:))

HAAAAPPY NEEEEW  YEEEAAARSSS...

 

 

 

Let's take a picture in rain

We need a leader
We can't seem to help ourselves
Fighting and lying
We can't seem to let it go
We live each day
On a small piece of borrowed time
Why aren't we trying
To enjoy this crazy ride
What are we gonna do about it ?

God save us all
If we really try
Maybe we can make it

We need a teacher
We must learn to see the light
Let's get together
This world needs us to do right
There's too much poverty, sickness
There's pain and strife
Why aren't we trying
To improve this thing called life
What are we gonna do about it ?

God save us all