GLEE

Here is a few my favorite Glee performance. I've always been under effect of what I watch. So I'm watching Glee and now I'm all about "I should tell all of my feelings". Yeah! Right. - I should had had my lesson at The Hill - Audrina-Justin relationship weren't be role modem for your relationship:) -






 

Loser / Yenik

Am I too looser because of that I told "I still have feelings for u" to my ex boyfriend? Even though I broke up and even though I don't really sure that I've still feelings for him now... Why did I tell him this? Why now? After nearly 5 months.

Whatever. It is way it is... So...

I thought it is intimate and I have to be honest with my feelings. He was keeping asking me out and I really don't want to meet him again. So I told it. I'm not even sure that I have regrets. I think we will see what will happen... Here is our conversation:

Somebody That I Used To Know: Let's have a lunch/dinner before you go. I can give your shoes.
Me: I don't think it's a good idea
STIUTK: Ok, U know
Me: Obviously I still have feelings for u and I try to get over it. So... Beat it. U can throw the shoes. Take care.
STIUTK: No way. Is it the solution?
Me: We tried to find a solution. And here we are at the end.
STIUTK: I don't see any reason to see each other as human (- What does it supposed to mean: as human:)))) What were we before? Animal???) I mean not so often but sometimes...
Me: So u should let me forget.
STIUTK: Ok, I respect that. Otherwise it's hurts u. (What about you? I broke up from u. do u remember??? Oh shit)
Me: Ok, thanks. (What a clever answer right:))))
STIUTK: If u say it's obstacle to eat dinner, u know. But call me anytime u need a help. U can call me anytime. (Yeah u just helped me along our relationship... Thank u but no thank u.)
Me: Thanks
STIUTK: :( GN (Good Nights)
Me: I will call you, someday...
STIUTK: Ok, as u wish. I don't have any good answer right now. There is nothing changed. Ok then. GN.

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Eski erkek arkadaşıma "Sana karşı hala hizlerim" var demekle fazla mı yenik oldum ne... Üstelik ondan ben ayrılmıştım ve şu anda düşününce gerçekten ona karşı birşeyler hissetiğimden bile emin değilim. Neden öyle söyledim ki? Neden şimdi? Ayrıldıktan nerdeyse 5 ay sonra????

Neyse olan oldu.

Düşünmüştüm ki duygularımla ilgili samimi olmalıyım. (sanırım burada Glee izlememin de etkisi olmuş olabilir. Genelde hiç bahsetmem dugularımdan ve konuşmadan uzaklaşırım çünkü) Beni yemeğe davet edip duyordu ben de onunla tekrar görüşmek istemiyordum. O yüzden öyle yazdım. Pişman mıyım, onu da bilmiyorum. Neler olacak göreceğiz. İşte konuşmalarımız:

 

 

 

 

http://streetfsn.blogspot.com/

Şu adam bile şu kadar uğraşarak topladığı harika resimler ve blog sonucunda 12 yorum almış. O zaman benim yarı Tarzanca ingilizcesi yarı türkçe saçma bloguma hiç yorum almamam çok da sorun değil:)

Even this guy (I don't know why I think it's a he) has only 12 comments for his adorable pictures and inspirational blog, I shouldn't give a shit to non comments for my half poor English half Turkish nonsense blog.

Let's the show begin

I really don't want to share what's happening in my lovely country because of I really ashamed of living under management of non civilized primary minister and government. And after I advertised so many years to my foreign friends to visit Turkey just not because it's a paradise and also our people are so civilized and indulgent. And today they watch on their TV it's not only less civilized and also too dangerous place.

Meanwhile we really mesmerized by the sense of humor on internet sharing. Here is some examples. But of course for understanding, u should know what's happening in Turkey right now:

Summary: First of all, this is not like an Arab Spring, never. All these started after a series of peaceful demonstrations for preserving a recreational area (Gezi Parkı) in Istanbul city centre, which is planned to be demolished for the construction of a shopping mall. This new project decision was taken by municipality. (Each municipality has a council where decisions are made). BUT the police attacked extremely for this demonstrations with OC and tear gas. Now civil society plays a key role in fostering stability, security and respect for democracy and human rights in the streets, no doubt! BUT at the same time it might be a big chance for some provocateurs to destroy! Turkey was not the country where we live under big pressure (EXCEPT these days police attacks and their unprofessional behavior) . HOWEVER recent regulations for alcohol consumption, abortion rights and the others can be the main subjects to discuss, sure. It still continue without break.

Plant a seed in your hand even on judgement day. (Hz.Muhammed)

Even if judgement day came, these trees will be ripped off. (RTE)  

 

Demonstrators are in Taksim for trees. (Not just trees anymore) 

 

 

Tiny miny little examples of violence. I don't wanna share all of disgusting pictures. If you want you can find many of them on YouTube or news channels.

 

All of Our TV news channel were censored during the demonstrations. Thanks to Facebook and twitter, we can get news through our friends' phones records.

Antarctica is occupying. :) 

 

Miss Turkey 2013:)

There are many of injured people who are attacked by polices. Our doctors came to help. Any/none/even one police were arrested or accused from violence for now.

We tries to stay calm:)

RTE: We still continue to love our people(After named all demonstrators as depredator (Chapulcu:)) 

DR: Man, if you love, you should talk with her

Our Capital city is continuing demonstration under huge violation of police.

Corporate Chapulcu  (We are protecting ourselves with sea glasses and gas masks from tear gas and other chemical gas) By the way Prime Minister called us marginal. He has a point:)

- Is this road safe?

- No, there is police there (Istanbul 2013) 

Even my manager was there, I'm so proud of her and my company

-RTE is talking to nation.

- Nation is busy honey.

One of gladiator of RTE's government while he's protecting himself from en egg.

We cleaned the park everyday.

May have been????

 

 

madonna: Stop the Violence in Turkey! Start a Revolution of LOVE! Tolerance=Human Dignity and Respect http://instagram.com/p/aCWFGRGEar/#

ashton kutcher : Protest Over Istanbul Park Turns Violent as Police Crack Down nyti.ms/19tmaPP
https://mobile.twitter.com/aplusk?p=s

No comment: "Social media, in my opinion, is the biggest trouble for all societies" Recep Tayyip Erdoğan, Turkish Prime Minister.

Symptoms of Anxiety Before Ex-Boyfriend Date

So, after 3 months we decided to re-see each other. By re-see I mean he came with silly excuse to meet and I accepted it. And I really thinking about what should I tell him about myself. And of course I will lie... totally white lies... like these...

How are you?
I'll say: - I'm so fine, u?
I mean: - I'm so miserable. All I do is watching Glee...

Have you seen anybody?
I'll say: - Yes, It's so new actually. But he is great...
I mean: - Yes, one of my friend introduce me with someone but for now there is no flame. And yes she tries to matchmaking us do I have hope? eeehhh...

What are you doing?
I'll say: - Actually I'm really busy in these days. At weekend I go forest, play tennis, get messages and at weekdays I'm working so much. I don't have enough time to do other stuff...
I mean: - As I said I'm watching Glee and watching Glee and at weekend watching Glee, at weekdays I'm working so much on sharing OccupyGezi/Taksim revolution at Social Media.

Did you lost weight?
I'll say: - No, same
I mean: - Yeah, I madly, deeply, truly on diet..

Have u seen Ego?
I'll say: - All the time... We really have amazing time together. Actually I see him every weekend. We play Xbox which I bought for him and only for him, we're shopping at D&R Kanyon, We have plans for going Disneyland...
I mean: - Noooooooo. His crazy, stupid mother doesn't allow him to spent time with me....Ignorant bitch.

What is your summer plan?
I'll say: - I'll go to USA with my friends for first bizz then pleasure.
I mean: - I'll go to USA with my girl friend for first bizz then pleasure.

Do u miss me?
I'll say: - No...
I mean: Like crazy though u...

So let's hope it works:)